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加里•斯奈德:为罗宾所作的四首诗

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为罗宾所作的四首诗

1.露宿西斯劳森林
 
我睡在杜鹃花下
花儿落了一夜
厚纸板上我瑟瑟发抖
双脚埋进背包
双手插在衣袋里
难以成眠。
想起那时我们还在读书
同睡一张温暖大床
我们是最年轻的恋人
分手时才十九岁▄▓。
如今朋友们都已结婚
你回到东部教书
这样的生活我不会介意
青青山峦,漫长的蓝色海滩
可是有时露宿野外
我常想起有你的日子。
 
Siwashing It Out Once in Suislaw Forest
 
I slept under rhododendron
All night blossoms fell
Shivering on a sheet of cardboard
Feet stuck in my pack
Hands deep in my pockets
Barely able to sleep.
I remembered when we were in school
Sleeping together in a big warm bed
We were the youngest lovers
When we broke up we were still nineteen.
Now our friends are married
You teach school back east
I don’t mind living this way
Green hills the long blue beach
But sometimes sleeping in the open
I think back when I had you.
 
(Four Poems for Robin I)


2.相国寺春夜
 
八年前,一样是五月
夜▓█,果园,俄勒岗
樱花缤纷,我们漫步其下。
那时内心的渴望
早已忘记█■▄,除了你。
此刻的夜色里
故都的花园
我感到了夕颜战栗的魂灵
我记起了你凉凉的身体
遮饰于棉质夏日长裙。
 
A spring night in Shokoku-ji
 
Eight years ago this May
We walked under cherry blossoms
At night in an orchard in Oregon.
All that I wanted then
Is forgotten now, but you.
Here in the night
In a garden of the old capital
I feel the trembling ghost of Yugao
I remember your cool body
Naked under a summer cotton dress.
 
(Four Poems for Robin II)
 
*****Yugao----夕颜,日本古典文学名著《源氏物语》中的人物███,是源氏的幽会情人,也是头中将的爱人,是玉鬘的母亲。源氏到处偷香窃玉▓▓,当他和一位不明身份的女子夕颜(其实却是葵姬之兄头中将的爱人),去荒屋幽会时,被鬼魂夺去性命,不幸暴亡▄■▄,源氏为此大病一场。


3.相国寺秋晨
 
昨夜观七姊妹星团,
月光下,烟云弥漫‎■■■,
苦涩的记忆,似呕吐物
堵塞在咽喉。
秋的夜空繁星点点
门廊的草席上
我铺展睡袋。
你现身我的梦
(九年三回)
狂怒▄■▄■,冷酷,指责。
我羞愤而醒:
内心无数次无谓的战争▓▄▓▄。
天将拂晓。金星和木星。
我第一次看见
它们竟如此接近。
 
An Autumn Morning in Shokoku-ji
 
Last night watching the Pleiades,
Breath smoking in the moonlight,
Bitter memory like vomit
Choked my throat.
I unrolled a sleeping bag
On mats on the porch
Under thick autumn stars.
In dream you appeared
(Three times in nine years)
Wild, cold, and accusing.
I woke shamed and angry:
The pointless wars of the heart.
Almost dawn. Venus and Jupiter.
The first time I have
Ever seen them close.
 
(Four Poems for Robin III)

*****the Pleiades普勒阿得斯七仙女▄▓,昴宿星团▓█▄■,七姊妹星团,是离我们最近、也是最亮的几个疏散星团之一。
*****Venus and Jupiter金星和木星▄■▓,维纳斯在罗马神话中是爱与美的女神,丘比特是罗马神话中的小爱神,两者是母子关系。


4.腊月在八濑

那年十月▄▓,果园旁
高高的枯草丛中,你选择
让自己自由,你说,
“若有来日▓█,也许十年。”

大学毕业后,我见过你
一次。你有些陌生█■▄。
那时我踌躇满志。

十年多已经
过去:我从来都知道
你在何处——
我原本可以把你找寻
重获你的芳心。
你依然单身███。

可我没有。
我认为我得孤身一人。
现在我就那样。

只有在梦里▓▓,象这个黎明,
那庄严的令人敬畏的
我们青春的爱情
重返我的内心,我的肉体。

我们曾经拥有
世人渴求的东西▄■▄;
十九岁却把它抛弃。

我感到苍老,仿佛
经历了许多次的轮回。
此刻我无法知晓
我是否呆傻
是否那是
我的因果报应■■■。

December at Yase
 
You said, that October,
In the tall dry grass by the orchard
When you chose to be free,
"Again someday, maybe ten years."
 
After college I saw you
One time. You were strange.
And I was obsessed with a plan.
 
Now ten years and more have
Gone by: I’ve always known
where you were—
I might have gone to you
Hoping to win your love back.
You still are single.
 
I didn’t.
I thought I must make it alone. I
Have done that.
 
Only in dream, like this dawn,
Does the grave, awed intensity
Of our young love
Return to my mind, to my flesh.
 
We had what the others
All crave and seek for;
We left it behind at nineteen.
 
I feel ancient, as though I had
Lived many lives.
And may never now know
If I am a fool
Or have done what my
karma demands.
 
(Four Poems for Robin IV)


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